Bounce

I feel like I got the push I needed to "bounce" out of the hole I was in.  I've really been enjoying this new experience of getting to know a person through just talking on the phone and emailing.  No matter how it turns out, I see this as an answer to prayer; and I know that I'm growing through this experience, in an area that has long been dormant.

Who knew that this is what it took?  I've gained some motivation and got caught up on some things that have been piling up, and  I'm seeking to make better use of my time.

As I was writing about the Wilderness series my pastor is preaching on, I realized that I no longer feel like I'm in that wilderness.  I am happy and am looking forward to the upcoming changes and growth.

24-Jun:  Meeting in person enables me to notice much more; and some of the things I may have picked up on through the phone just becomes more clear.  While this was clearly not the right person for me, I did gain some experience.   And what I learned most of all, that it was I who needed to see the treasure that God says that I am; and that as long as I believe that, then it does not matter whether anyone else sees it or not.