Monday, October 31, 2011

Pricked by the Thorn again

Pricked by the THORN again - how long will this thorn continually cause me pain?

The beginning of this year, I had wondered whether I had been accidentally nicked by cupid's arrow; and now it's finally clear to me that I was never the intended target.  One of the most important characteristics to me is One who LOVES GOD; but for this person, "godly" would not be the first adjective I'd think of to describe him - "nice" or "talented" maybe, but not "godly".    That alone should've driven it home; but, it took a couple of stabs of feelings of rejection before I acknowledged it.

Yesterday, I once again firmly placed my thorn on the alter; and prayed for God's healing where the thorn has pierced.   And, I had to smile, for I could see that He was already at work.   He brought someone whom I greatly admire and respect to tell me that I am one of his favorite people in this world.   Knowing all the amazing people that he knows, that is quite a touching and encouraging statement that I know is from God.   God loves me and cares for me, and I am grateful.

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