Friday, May 28, 2010

The Words I Would Say

Another great song that touches me every time I hear it, is "The Words I Would Say" from Sidewalk Prophets' "These Simple Truths" CD.  The chorus is amazing, and the words are so encouraging and true.

I imagine a father telling this story and sending the note to his son - what an impact that would have!  When Dave Frey was interviewed about the song, he told about a personal story of writing a letter to his grandfather after he heard that he was dying, and wanted to tell him how much he meant to him.  He also said, "No matter where the listener is in life, this song will hopefully remind them of someone that needs to hear about how much they are loved by the writer of the letter and by God."

These are the lyrics of this beautiful and touching song:

Three in the morning, and I’m still awake , so I picked up a pen and a page 
And I started writing just what I’d say If we were face to face 
I’d tell you just what you mean to me, tell you these simple truths 

CHORUS:
Be strong in the Lord and never give up hope 
You’re gonna do great things I already know 
God’s got His hand on You, so don’t live life in fear 
Forgive and forget, but don’t forget why you’re here 
Take your time and pray 
These are the words I would say 

Last time we spoke you said you were hurting, and I felt your pain in my heart 
I want to tell you that I keep on praying that love will find you where you are 
I know cause I’ve already been there, so please hear these simple truths 
(CHORUS)

From one simple life to another I will say...come find peace in the Father 
(CHORUS)...And thank God for each day His love will find a way 
These are the words I would say

Nineveh

Last night in community small group, we finished watching the last section on the Revivalists of Joel Rosenberg's "Inside the Revolution" DVD.  It was encouraging to see how there are many in the Muslim world are converting to Christianity.  The additional segment we watched, with Joel Rosenberg speaking about Nineveh especially stood out.   He said that if we were asked, like Jonah, to go preach repentance in cities like the modern-day city of Mosul, near Nineveh, which might not be so open to the gospel, would be have the courage to do so?   Along those same lines, do we live out the command to love our enemies in our lives?  Do we pray for them and reach out to them?

Also, with the Memorial Day weekend coming up, I'm reminded to pray for our troops.  And especially since it is a day set aside to commemorate those who have died in military service, I pray for the families of those who have lost loved ones.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Mighty to Save

Whenever I hear Laura Story's recording of "Mighty to Save", I am so inspired.   The song is a praise for what Christ did on the cross for the salvation and forgiveness that we all need.  It also tells of what faith can do and how it changes our lives. 

It's such a great song, with meaningful lyrics and a catchy melody:

Everyone needs compassion, Love that's never failing, Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness, The kindness of a Saviour, The hope of nations

Saviour, He can move the mountain
My God is mighty to save, He is mighty to save
Forever, Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave, Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me, All my fears and failures, Fill my life again
I give my life to follow, Everything I believe in, Now I surrender

Shine Your light and let the whole world see
We’re singing for the glory of the risen King
Jesus, Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen king

Leaders

In our study in Judges, the contrast between the Abimelech as a negative example of leadership vs. Tola and Jair as judges appointed by God, was a reminder of how important it is to choose leaders who would submit to God's authority.  Trustworthy character and knowing right from wrong are built on the foundation of ethics and morality as a reflection of Who God is.  We need leaders who truly care about those they lead, rather than those who are after personal gain; just as Abimelech and Israel ended in mutual destruction whereas Tola was raised by God to save Israel.  So, I just filled out my Primary Election ballot; and I pray that I made wise choices for leaders to elect.

Monday, May 24, 2010

In Light of His Glory

When Isaiah saw the Lord and the angels calling out "Holy, holy, holy is the LORD Almighty; the whole earth is full of his glory.", his response was "'Woe to me!' ... 'I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the LORD Almighty.'"   (Isaiah 6:1-5)

In the light of His Glory, we cannot help but recognize our own sinfulness, for He is Holy.  Along the same lines, as I grow closer to the LORD, I seem to see more and more of my areas of weaknesses and inadequacy, especially in my desire to be more effective for HIM.   It's a good thing that, as 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 say, His "power is perfected in weakness" and "when I am weak, then I am strong."

I do have much to learn and to grow in; but, I guess that's part of the sanctification process.   I can just pray for wisdom and develop through the experience.   And, actually, when I know that I am inadequate, it just points me to turn to HIM and rely on HIM more.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Experimenting with Cooking

I did some experimenting when I was cooking this weekend with odds and ends:
  • I pan fried some julienned brocolli stems in butter and nutmeg.  I'm on the fence about whether or not I liked it.   It had an interesting flavor and texture; and it tasted okay.  I'm just not sure if it is worthy of a repeat performance.
  •  I made a broccoli, carrot, tofu soup.   I put it a lot of green onion and some ginger; and that's what gave it the distinctly Asian taste.   It was actually quite good, while being simple at the same time.
  • I stir-fried a lettuce, cabbage, carrot salad mixture and added lemon juice and honey.   It actually gave it an interesting sweet and sour flavor, reminding me a little of some cold appetizer dishes, if it was served cold instead of hot.
  • I used pre-packaged seasoning for some baked fries.   The fries were fine; but, I didn't really like the seasoning, since it clearly did not taste fresh and natural; and reminded me a little of the seasoning packages from instant noodles.
I am grateful for the opportunity to be able to experiment with cooking.  Just the fact that I am able to experiment and have some fun with it shows that, in contrast to many others in the world, when it comes to food, I'm fortunate enough not to be in survival mode.   While I didn't make anything fancy, nor cooked with any really expensive ingredients, God has blessed me enough to be able to enjoy cooking and be able to think about what I am eating.  I thank God for His Blessings.  Amen.

    Can't Live a Day Without You

    During some personal worship time at home, I pulled out the song recorded by Avalon, "Can't Live a Day Without You".   I always liked the song; but, as I paid more careful attention to the words, I realized that the lyrics were actually a pretty accurate reflection of my perspective.

    The first sentence is illustrated by placing my thorn on the altar. The second reflects my pragmatic nature, and not yet catching onto that "big dream". The chorus reflects what I have learned over time, that there is nothing in this world that compares with HIM; and that life is meaningless without HIM.  The second stanza says what I would say, after having traveled to different parts of the world. And as the ending says, He truly is everything to me; for to me, to live is Christ!

    "Can't Live a Day Without You" lyrics:

    I could live life alone and never fill the longings of my heart, 
    the healing warmth of someone's arms.
    And I could live without dreams, and never know the thrill of what could be, 

    with every star so far and out of reach.
    I could live without many things and I could carry on.

    But...

    Chorus:
    I couldn't face my life tomorrow without Your hope in my heart,
    I know I can't live a day without You.
    Lord, there's no night and there's no morning without Your loving arms to hold me.
    You're the heartbeat of all I do.
    I can't live a day without You.

    I could travel the world, see all the wonders beautiful and new.
    They'd only make me think of You.
    And I could have all life offered, riches that were far beyond compare, 

    to grant my every wish without a care.
    Oh, I could do anything
    But if you weren't in it all,... 

    (Chorus)

    Oh, Jesus, I live because You live.
    You're like the air I breathe.
    Oh, Jesus, Oh, I have because You gave.
    You're everything to me.

    Still More Lessons from Judges

    As my pastor continued in his series on Judges, we were reminded that God does not work AROUND our weaknesses, He works THROUGH them.   He can use our weaknesses for His purposes. 

    And then, from our class lesson in Judges 9, the parable told by Jotham can have application in our lives as an illustration that we are more useful to God when we focus on fulfilling our useful purposes and what we are gifted in; rather than trying to take control and "sit on the throne" which rightfully belongs to God.  The rest of the passage also serves as a warning that not including God in our lives will lead to destruction and deserved judgment for sin.

    Signature in the Cell

    I attended a lecture in which Dr Stephen Meyer talked about his recent book, "Signature in the Cell - DNA and the Evidence for Intelligent Design".   He is an excellent speaker - not only was he able to get his point across clearly, he was also interesting, funny, and witty; which particularly came out during the Facing the Tough Questions section of the event.

    By using Inference to the Best Explanation or Multiple Competing Hypotheses methodologies of scientific reasoning, Dr Meyer was able to show that Intelligence was the best selection for the cause of the information in DNA and solution to the "DNA Enigma".   And, the "DNA Enigma" (i.e. where digital code comes from) is closely associated with the mystery of the origin of life.

    Using methodologies to infer Intelligent Design (ID) that even Darwin himself used, shows that ID falls into the realm of science; for typically, the demarcation between science and philosophy is determined by the methodology. And today, we see that ID is becoming accepted more in the scientific community, and can gain momentum through continued testable cases resulting in matches with reality.  

    In contrast, Naturalism is being disproved with new technologies.   Darwin was not able to explain the origin of the first life, at the root of his biological evolution tree of life; and the later theories from chemical evolution no longer withstand what we now know about the complexities of the cell.  The chemical evolution theories that the cell could be randomly formed from a few chemical reactions can no longer hold true, for we are now able to see that the cell is not just a simple homogeneous globule of plasma.  The complex structures of DNA in the protein molecule and the functions of the amino acids defy the probability that such complexity could happen by chance within the time that the universe has been in existence, which is the combinatorial problem.  Even with the pre-biotic natural selection hypotheses, there are problems, mainly with the fact that natural selection requires reproduction, which is predicated upon DNA; and self-organization scenarios have the problem that the information in the DNA is not determined by the chemical bonding, but appears to come from an outside intelligent source.

    Many of the opponents of ID are confusing the EVIDENCE for ID with the IMPLICATIONS of ID.   Also, the argument for ID is not from "ignorance", in that we are not saying the ID is the solution simply because we elimate all others   ( NP =/=> E; ID ==> E; therefore ID; the second step is the one missed by those who say ID is an argument from ignorance).  And, ID also does not say that ALL complexity is explained by ID; but that for those which have CSI  (complex specified information) like protein molecules, ID is the best explanation.

    Friday, May 14, 2010

    Inside the Revolution

    Last night, my community small group watched the first part of Joel Rosenberg's "Inside the Revolution" DVD.  We watched the sections on the first two of the three movements:  Radicals, Reformers, and Revivalists.

    While only 7% of the world's Muslims would be considered Radical, that still translates to a large number of people.  So, that threat cannot be dismissed as insignificant, particularly when their view is that the West (i.e. the US and Israel) is the enemy and should be destroyed.  In an interview, Netanyahu, the Prime Minister of Israel, said that prevention is key when dealing with governments run by Radicals, because they, in contrast to those in other countries with nuclear power like Russia and China, are not constrained by normal cost-benefit considerations which can be negotiated and discussed.  I just pray for continued protection against radical terrorism.

    The Reformers movement is more encouraging.  Countries like Turkey, and now Iraq, actually allow freedom of religion and worship.  While still largely Muslim, other religions are allowed to be practiced.  On the DVD, it said that the majority of the people in Iraq would not say that the presence of the US and Britain were problems, but, rather that they are grateful for the reduction of hostility and chaos which now allows for these reforms to progress.

    In between these sections of the DVD, we had some group discussions which motivated me to become better "prepared to give an answer.... with gentleness and respect" for the next time similar points are brought up.  How does one lovingly and effectively communicate to a person who is more of an emotional feeler than a logical thinker, and already feels defensive and outnumbered?   While, I think that logical points presented with evidence would have come across as being argumentative and lacking feeling, I don't yet have an answer.

    However, in terms of the apologetics areas to address:
    • The President - While our President is eloquent, charismatic, and witty; it cannot be ignored that he has done much that negatively affects my faith.  One primary example is all that he has done in support of abortion, the killing of innocent lives.
    • Politics - Never in Scripture does it say that politics should be separate from our faith.  In fact, God's design for government is that all authority is subject to Him; and that rulers are to know right from wrong; and to govern with laws based on God's absolute moral standards.   When Christians stay out of the political arena, a government without God will rule and legislate in such a way that it will still have effects on my beliefs (e.g. prayer, abortion, same-sex marriage, etc)
    • War - Without intending to defend the War in Iraq in particular, Ecclesiastes 3 does say that "there is a time for war and a time for peace".  In Judges 3:2, for those who had not experienced any of the wars in Canaan, God allowed them to learn warfare through battle experience.  And, in vs10, the "Spirit of the LORD came upon [Othniel], so that he became Israel's judge and went to war."  And also, when Christ returns, he will have victory against the Antichrist in the final battle of Armageddon.  Thus, to say that Jesus, because He wants peace, would never allow war, would not be an accurate statement.
    I, for one, have never been really interested in politics and would prefer not to have to deal with unpleasant and fearful topics like war and terrorism.   Unfortunately, with our society and culture today; and all that is happening around the world, we cannot just stay blissfully unaware.  We need to be in prayer, and at least be informed enough to know what to pray for.

    Wednesday, May 12, 2010

    Answered Prayer

    I praise God for the joy and peace of answered prayer.  I feel as if a burden was lifted today, because God answered my prayer regarding some challenges at work.   In the process, he also helped me to see how I could be more effective, if I ever have to face the same challenges again in the future.  And, more importantly, good co-worker relations were still able to be preserved, while resolving the issues.  I was able to make progress, by being patient and understanding, without being pushy or aggressive, and by still having an appreciative and encouraging attitude - kind of living out the fruits of the Spirit, in the midst of difficulties.  I was able to be consistent with who I am and came out with a good result.  That's what contributes to the peace and joy I am currently experiencing.  Praise God! Amen!

    Tuesday, May 11, 2010

    Kutless

    So, I decided to go ahead and order the Kutless "It is Well" songbook.   I've been hearing "What Faith Can Do" on the radio, and every time I do, it makes me want the sheet music.  It is such a beautiful song, and the words are so meaningful (I had included the lyrics before in one of my earlier blog entries).   It is a good reminder that faith can move mountains, not because of how strong our faith is, but, because of how strong God, whom we put our faith in, is.   Praise God! 

    In addition to "What Faith Can Do", the songbook also includes other well-known songs from the album:  "It Is Well", "God Of Wonders", etc.

    Monday, May 10, 2010

    Spurgeon Quotes

    I found some other great quotes from Charles H Spurgeon:
    • There is no fatigue so wearisome as that which comes from lack of work” - I have found this to be true, for there are times when we expend our energies on being bored or restless, and then feel even more tired because we become unmotivated and sluggish.
    • Many men owe the grandeur of their lives to the tremendous difficulties" - This is a good way of saying that we grow the most through our times of challenges and difficulties, that those are times in which God is often at work in our lives as we are being "refined by the fires".
    • When you see a man with a great deal of religion displayed in his shop window, you may depend upon it, he keeps a very small stock of it within” - This reminds me of how Christ describes the Pharisees.  I, myself, have sometimes been fooled by the impressive "display windows" of some, only to learn over time, that it was all a facade.
    • Our anxiety does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow, but only empties today of its strength” - How true that we often allow worries to consume our energies; and yet, worry in itself does not help resolve anything.
    • Humility is to make a right estimate of one's self” - I haven't thought about humility in terms of recognizing who we really are; but, it is true that when we see ourselves in light of who God is, then, we cannot help but be humbled.

    Keeping My Mind on Things Above

    I've been in a contemplative mood all day.  I sense that God is teaching me about myself, in relation to areas of time stewardship and keeping my mind on things above.  These thoughts have been slowly simmering for quite some time; but, I'm just now starting to formulate how that might translate to changes I need to make in my life.

    I will take more time to pursue knowledge and wisdom by filling my heart and mind with good Christian material.   I've found that as I have gone back to reading more books, like I used to do when I sat in the airport while on business travel, I've been able to benefit from the valuable information and insights in various topics and areas.

    Changes in my life can also be related to what I am learning as I am reading.   I think it would be useful, to set time apart to "simplify", as suggested in "Finding the Life You've Been Looking For".   I will also take the time to address the areas of my life that have been neglected because they were considered non-critical; but, would actually be useful and beneficial when taken care of.

    "Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth"  (Colossians 3:2)

    Listening

    "When we listen well, we listen with our hearts and our minds, our ears and our eyes.  And is there anything so wonderful as the feeling we get when we know someone "got it" when they were listening to us?"

    The above quote from "How to Get a Smart Mouth" is similar to what my pastor had mentioned on Sunday, when he talked about Deborah listening to the people's problems as their judge.  The book says that "Listening is not the same as hearing", and that there are many things which can interfere with really listening (e.g. speaker is boring, we're thinking about our own opinion and what we are going to say next, "judgmental listening", "noise", etc).   So, it's important to be aware of these, because good communication actually requires being able to listen well.

    I have generally been considered a good listener, and may have taken it for granted and minimized it; for, I didn't consciously recognize its true value in communication.  I can also now see clearly that there are times when I could still work on improving my listening skills.   Making this conscious link between being a good listener and being able to communicate well should be very helpful.

    More Character

    I just came across a quote today that I really liked and is in line with my previous contemplations on Character: 
    "A good character is the best tombstone. Those who loved you and were helped by you will remember you when forget-me-nots have withered. Carve your name on hearts, not on marble.”  -Charles Spurgeon

    Mother's Day Weekend '10

    Much of the weekend's activities were related to the day set apart to honor Mothers.   My prayer for my mom, is that God would bless her with good health and to fill her with hope and joy.

    While Sunday's message was actually in line with what God is teaching me about Leadership, it was actually delivered as a Mother's Day message, being about Deborah - the only woman judge of Israel.  Following were characteristics in her profile of leadership:  1) Godly, 2) Compassionate, 3) Initiative, 4) Courageous, and 5) Humble.  These are attributes worthy to pattern after.

    Also during the sermon, there were some things that stood out, which I included in my notes:
    • Tolerance is actually being given the choice to accept or reject a viewpoint, particularly when presented with the truth.
    • When everyone "does what is right in their own eyes", it leads to chaos and destruction because of the darkness in the heart of man
    • We lose everything when we've lost a grateful heart
    • "Don't watch TV, talk back to it" => think critically and Biblically
    • Righteousness exalts a nation, but sin disgraces a culture
    • There is a tendency, when we get to a place where we can't manage anymore, we cry "God help me"
    • God remains faithful in times of distress and disobedience -> the message of the Book of Judges is one of God's MERCY
    I just also wanted to note that a friend of  mine at Church graciously gave me a copy of "More Than a Theory - Revealing a Testable Model for Creation" by Hugh Ross that she received at the last RTB lecture.  I am grateful, and I'm looking forward to reading it.

    As for Mother's Day dinner with my family, my menu this year was:
    • Beef Stew - This has become one of my "staples" - I have a tried-and-true recipe, and it is good and hearty.  Once it is all prepared and it the slow cooker, it doesn't take much more work.  I used London Broil, which is a good meat to use.
    • Chicken Stew - This was a variation of my usual cilantro chicken dish.  I actually marinated the chicken overnight with some of the ingredients (e.g. cilantro, oregano, garlic, salt, pepper).  Then , I seared the chicken (making sure the pan was really hot), cooked the onions with paprika, and then added all the other stew ingredients.   It actually turned out well, and if I were to add corn to it, it could've been considered a tex-mex chicken dish.
    • Cream of Mushroom Chicken - This didn't turn out so well.  The sauce was too watery, and aesthetically, the dish wasn't so pleasing; though, it tasted okay.   I put in chicken, mushrooms, potatoes, and green beans with the cream of mushroom soup.  If I do ever decide to make this again, I'll need to remember not to add water, since that's only for the soup, not when using it in recipes.
    • Broccoli and Carrots - Nothing too amazing about this dish, though it didn't cook so evenly, since there was so much broccoli.
    • Fish Cutlets over Salad - Presentation-wise, it looked nice; but, it really didn't turn out well.  Since the package cooking instructions were in Korean, I didn't really know the right way to prepare it.   I pan-fried them, but when I used too much oil, it was too soft and soaked into the batter, and when I used too little, it wouldn't brown.
    • Spinach and Mushroom soup - This was a good soup - I just have to remember to season it next time ;-)
    • Pasta - I used the tri-color rotelle (spinach, tomato, and regular)
    • Bread Sticks - the garlic cheese breadsticks are good when they are hot; but, once cooled off, they become a little hard
    • Bread - I used a wheat french bread.  It was great when fresh; but, when heated, it was the same as the bread sticks - good when hot, but a little hard when cooled off
    • Egg Rolls - These were the Trader Joe's Egg Rolls that you can bake.   For some reason, these weren't so good.  I didn't try them right out of the oven; but, the skin was a little soggy and would tear when picked up or turned.
    • Dessert - Everyone seemed to enjoy the dessert most.   It was an apple-raspberry turn-over.  When baked, it nicely expanded and browned; and was good straight from the oven.   We also had mango and mocha-almond-fudge ice cream, with watermelon and strawberries

    Friday, May 7, 2010

    Communication

    I've always considered Communication to be a key part of interacting with others; and I'm always looking for ways to develop better communication skills.  That's what first prompted me to obtain "How to Get a Smart Mouth - The Power of Using Your Words Wisely" by Robin Chaddock.

    As I'm reading the book, it's interesting to see that the value I place on character and integrity also applies to Communication, just as it does to Leadership, as I previously found.  A person of integrity, speaks the truth, with consistency between words and actions.  In contrast, when people do not keep their word or promises, they break our trust.  "When trust leaves a relationship, that relationship is in danger" and "Once trust has been broken, while we may still care about the other person, we start to emotionally distance and protect ourselves from them."

    So far, in the first few chapters, the book enforces and clarifies some of what our communication with others is affected by.  For example, beliefs, distractions, and perceptions can "blur" communication.  Also, how I communicate with myself can affect how I communicate with others.  That is, Am I honest with myself or am I constantly in denial or lying to myself?; or Do I give myself good positive critique or do I only focus on the negative?   "The way I think of and talk to myself sets the stage for how I view and treat others."

    I do hope that this book will help me to be a better communicator.  One of the chapter titles "Don't Let Your Mind Eat Junk Food" is a good reminder to keep our mind on things above.   It brings to mind what the Bible said "But the things that proceed out of the mouth come from the heart." (Matthew 15:18a).  So, a somewhat simple yet profound insight is that what comes into our hearts affects what comes out of our mouths.

    Monday, May 3, 2010

    More Lessons from Judges

    God must really want us to learn from the lessons in the Book of Judges, since our Pastor has now started preaching a series from Judges, in addition to our studying it in Sunday class.  It was neat to hear some of the main points reinforced; and to gain some additional perspectives and applications.

    In class, we just finished up the study of Gideon in Judges 8.   His crowning moment was in vs 23: "But Gideon told them, 'I will not rule over you, nor will my son rule over you. The LORD will rule over you.'"  He reminded Israel that only God was to be their one true King. Gideon's story would've ended nicely, if after vs 24, it would have just jumped to vs 28 and finished there:  "Thus Midian was subdued before the Israelites and did not raise its head again. During Gideon's lifetime, the land enjoyed peace forty years."    However, the rest of the passage (vs 25-27, and 29-35) shows us that he did not finish so well, with making an ephod that became an idol and with his many wives and concubine.  The end of Gideon's life wasn't as glorifying to God as it could've been, due to his unwise choices.   He may even have had good intentions when making the ephod, but, good intentions alone are not enough to make it wise or right.  One lesson I learned from this is that I should avoid "writing" anything into my life's story that I would want erased.  And, I was reminded of how important it is to be faithful to the end and to finish well.

    Another lesson from the passage came in vs 1-3, when Gideon was confronted by the Ephraimites.   While the tribe of Ephraim was used to being the leader over Manasseh (Gideon's tribe) in the House of Joseph; their attitude revealed that their hearts were in conflict with God's purpose.   God said that the odds in the battle would show that it was God who gave the Israelites victory over the Midianites, so that all glory would go to HIM.   Those with self-seeking self-aggrandizing hearts do not have the right attitudes to be able to be used of God.  May I always have a humble heart, ready to serve HIM and to be used by HIM.

    Children of the Nations

    On Saturday, we had the opportunity to help package food for Children of the Nations, an organization that serves in areas like Haiti, Sierra Leone, Malawi, Uganda, and the Dominican Republic.  With over 100 volunteers, we were able to make 20,000 packages containing lentils, spice, chicken, and rice; and packed them into over 90 boxes ready to be shipped. 

    It was a meaningful way to spend a Saturday morning, and it's encouraging to know that what we did would be able to help provide food for many children and their families.   (And we did get to sample a little of the food after it was cooked, and it was actually quite tasty).  The organization said that while it may have been a little cheaper to package the food in the countries where they were going to be used, hosting packaging events like this in other places, actually enables different people to have the opportunity to get personally involved.

    May God continue to bless the ministry of Children of the Nations.   Amen!